i am so bad at everything …
Everyday, i keep having these awful thought that I wouldn’t find a job after graduation and I am so worried. I hate this so so much.
working for Dunhill was amazing ! however I have gained so much weight from all the amazing food they feed us …. I look like a big round ball of fat.
I have an interview next week for an internship over the year, I think it would be so so great if I got it and its paid. Tomorrow I need to extend my search
I had a really sweet little day, after last night I felt so sick but my sweet friend from Beijing, gave me some Chinese Herbs that I drank with hot water and instantly the next day, I felt amazingly healthy. This afternoon I went to a Protest to try and save a small Romanian village from being mined and then I went to a poetry slam, which was so good. I also found a few good internships I am going to the career centre tomorrow.
Next week I am working 25 hours, and have so much reading to do, I hate how slow of a reader I am and how much fines I have to pay to the library because of this. Oh and I have a really important meeting with the pro- dean, I am really scared about.
I feel like today was kinda of the last of a summery day.