"My point is: in this whole wide world the only person you can depend on is you."
Haruki Murakami (via khalishh)
Also it so cold and windy here everyday. I would buy this http://www.cosstores.com/Shop/Women/New/Cashmere_scarf/365246-245987.1#1419605, if I was rich.
I wish I had a boyfriend too or a dog ….
I am back in St Andrews and have a million pages of reading to do already, but its really nice to have something to do at the same time I am missing my sister so much. This year I want to be more positive, there is no need to so miserable like the weather outside. But I am still so so awful at studying and concentrating, I don’t know how I used to study or why I am so easily distracted, I find what I am studying actually quiet interesting but I hate sitting in one place isolated and I just feel really restless. But this year I really need to be more disciplined. I am not sure how I will be though. Also a few of my friends have already got summer internships for 2014 which has made me really scared and nervous that I don’t have anything planned. Right now I am waitressing for Admirable Crichton ( well i did one shift) its fun and easy and well paid and they feed us well. This year I really have to get serious about school and internships or I will be a waitress for the rest of my life / living on doe haha. I am also going to try and budget this year so much because its pretty shit how much money I waste on library fines and food, but I am going to treat my self to things like clothes or trips to edinburgh / glasgow/ london and whatever my heart desires within budget lol when I pass a class test or something. I am also thinking of going an english literature course or getting tuitions in english, I hate how bad my grammar is.
complete fail /